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Break Through Walls

Splinter the door that splinters your voice, For who are you to be so enticed, I've found who I am and it's not you, And I know who you are, and it could never be true, We've played this game and we've played it well, But it's time to leave and live other spells, Spells of love and spells which haunt, Like the spells we are when we tend not, Everything wrong, everything right, Everything late in the wrong kind of light, We tend to see what's only there, Nothing more than what is for, And everything less than all the tests, We tend to hope for only the best, Wh

One of my favorite poems I wrote awhile ago...it's about differences...getting past them...and appreciating them...

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My LiteracyEvery school has its alleged bookworm, and I was definitely dubbed as such starting at a very young age. If you can imagine the scrawny kid in the hallway trying (and failing) to master the art of walking and reading at the same time, with the oversized glasses, than you have a good idea of what I was like. Except I wasn’t fortunate enough to get glasses until 5th grade, so I had the joy of being extra strange by carrying around a magnifying glass with me. To be blunt, I was a very odd child. I was quiet and timid. While I didn’t want to volunteer myself for anything, I was alwa My Literacy
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Oh Nine
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Pack RatHave you ever walked into a house with seemingly useless, excessive amounts of stuff almost pouring out of the windows? For a second you might miscalculate their accumulation of "things" as a sign of considerable wealth-like the obnoxious child of a movie star who already has more cars to his name than years. At a second glance, however, you realize none of this overflow of items is really "worth" anything...except to the one person who thinks it is worth everything...
This is how I feel about my time spent with you. I am an emotional pack-ratter, drowning in a million memories of us. I Pack Rat
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A MonthHere I am, Waiting, Thinking, Remembering the past 24 hours, As the sun dipped and rose, And now sinks again, Allowing unprecedented moments, Of ecstasy, Love, And passion, To claim a part of my heart, My memory, And my soul, Timeless moments of joy, Blanketed with affection, A now, Interrupted, With waiting, Thinking, Remembering every kiss, A sweet attempt of togetherness, Hoping our current closeness, Will carry me through the months, Of waiting, And thinking of you... A Month
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Thu Jul 9, 2009, 10:49 PM

Okay, everyone needs to sit on the edge of their seats and get really freaking excited! In 2010 they are coming out with a new Alice and Wonderland WITH, Johnny Depp as the Mad Hatter! Also Anne Hathaway and Alan Rickman and a few other awesome people are in it! Hands down, this is my MUST see movie of the century. Agh!

Sorry.

^_^

Things are actually going great right now. Marcelino is back home, safe and sound. We talked the other day and he sounded incredibly happy with makes this transition a lot easier. His sister also chatted with me a bit, and she was very sweet. She kept saying how excited the family was to see me and get to know me and welcome me into México, and their family, and gah. I wanted to jump through the phone and hug her. She also said not to worry, she'd protect me from the scorpions...which I am terrified of...no wonder I hate Zodiac signs...blah.

Oh, and his sister I guess is leaving for a few months to do some job in another city, and told me that if Marcelino starts taking too long on our house, me and him could take over her house while she's gone. I'm not too worried though, Marce said he thinks he'll be done in about 3 more weeks.

To pass time, I have been reading a ton. Nearly 20 books already this summer, most of which were large books, like Jane Eyre and Arabian Nights. I finally decided to try the Harry Potter series and see for myself what all the fuss was about. They are cute stories, but I'm not about to lose my head over them.

All in all, I am much more chipper than even I expected. I do miss Marcelino immensely...everything about him really. I went to do laundry and found the last shirt I wore with him...and it still had his smell on it. And oddly, I miss his nose...and the slash in his eyebrows, and the birthmarks, and the scar next to his mouth. I know it's pathetic, but it's the things that were so insignificant but uniquely him that make me inpatient to be with him again.

That being said...I'm off to bed to think of those things, so hopefully they will pop up in a dream or two.

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Mood: Yearning
Reading: Harry Potter Series and Chronicles of Narnia

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My name is Autumn. I am 19, and just finished my freshman year at ASU, making the Deans List. I am a Creative Writing major.

The love of my life just moved back to México to build a house, and I'm going in August so we can get married and start our wonderful lifetime together.

If I seem like the happiest person in the world...it's because I am!

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Current Residence: Raleigh, NC...soon Cuautla, México with my future hubby!!!
Interests: Creative writing, missions, Spanish, music, art, religion, theatre, traveling, and culture...
Favourite movie: Anything Johnny Depp...
Favourite band or musician: Band: Goo Goo Dolls and BNL. Muscician: Jack Johnson and Jason Mraz
Favourite genre of music: Acoustic soft rock, instrumental, and foreign.
Favourite artist: Deviants. No big names.
Favourite poet or writer: Montgomery, Dickinson, Frost, Brown, Piccolt, Hosseini...
Favourite photographer: My fellow deviants. For sure.
Favourite style of art: Anything but anime or abstract. Love B/W photography.
Wallpaper of choice: Right now my favorite flowers, forget-me-nots...
Favourite game: Word games or card games
Favourite cartoon character: The Peanuts. In general. And the original Hundred Acre Woods characters.
Personal Quote: When the world stops spinning, I hope to see a smile on your face...
Tools of the Trade: Heart, mind, and soul.